Endings

Hello readers,

Do you find yourself always wishing for a fresh start? I find that I tend to do that a lot. Something in me is excited at the idea of new beginnings. I have always had idea that I was one fresh start away from the life of my dreams.

One transformation away, I have watched countless video that inspire me to focus for 6months with the promise that if I just do that.One day I will wake up where and as who I always wanted to be.

What I never considered or what isn’t mentioned is that with the beginnings must come an ending. An ending to who you are old habits and lifestyles. I think starting over might be somewhat easier than the endings. The gooodbyes to all that we know all that we are all that we loved.

Lately I have found myself needing to end versions of myself. My youthful self that believed and held certain ideas about love. I have had to take a deeper look at relationships for what they were not what I wished them to be, and then graceful accept their endings. It was this that made me realised that its not until we make the endings that we can then finally really begin.